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by bluehardcandy, May 10 Journals / Personal
Listening to: the radio
Reading: love (no lies) quotes"just because"
Watching: Judge Mathis Show 1hr. or so from now
Playing: Dungeons and Dragons
Eating: dry honey nut cheerios
Drinking: green tea/Hydrocut fruit punch drink mix
lies vs. truth =love or lust.. and the ideas of a relationship... faithfulness, loyalty, and of being there for each other...confusion in the most of confusing of times...in this small time we had with each other my heart began to learn how to "just be" for once when u were here, but now u are just there meddling and peddling and trampling all over me again and again... I have always been a dead person to her, we will never be friends because she doesn't like a thing about me and me being ignorant and never having a person to talk to me back and forth like she did; it would have been appropriate and at least a bit more respectful to have told her a little bit about me and what she should be expecting of and from me... it seems that this is common damn sense, thus not knowing this at that point and time in my life I would also classify me as "autistic.."(no offense to anyone who really has that mental health issue), but yeah... so no wonder she treated me in such a manner because what else was she supposed to do with me really truthfully not being "FRANK"
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